hiding my shame – 10/6/12

10/6/12 1:30am – 11/29/12 3:30am

hiding my shame
(the line ignored)

where i thought i drew the line
is actually what i’m stepping in
if you show me yours i’ll show you mine
is the jist of what i said to him

& it’s alright

our age combined fit on two hands
with room to spare beneath the nails
they were chewed before myself began
to ask, “why not between two males?”

a smooth transition into confusion
comes to fruition out of illusion

we were close enough to call family
when mind led blind behind closed doors
& still no sight of what came over me
& it’s alright to lose sight of the line ignored

a smooth transition into confusion
comes to fruition out of illusion

& it’s alright to lose sight of the line ignored
when mind led blind behind closed doors