look together – 3/29/14

3/29/14 11:39am – 4/26/14 3:43pm

look together
(waiting on her verse)

to have and to hold
with this ring i thee wed
to be my lawful wedded wife
to her all this he read

as for us this we said:

do we look together?
do we look the part?
do we look together 
although were apart?

to have and to hold 
wasn’t how we made the bed
it’s what they’re laying in
not for better just instead

do they look together?
until death do they part?
do we look together
although we’re apart?

boyish wave – 3/29/14

3/29/14 10:13am – 7/27/14 4:28am

boyish wave
(pruning in a past)
(dedicated to goods that have since been damaged)


to my own thoughts i’ve become a slave
swimming in the wake of a boyish wave
i was dipping my feet, but got carried away
further and further from the way that we’d pave

i was dipping my feet, but got carried away
with heavy thinking when the ground finally gave
out beneath the weight of knowing her ways
and with it i’m sinking to a watery grave

what should be a given to be forgiven
just should be forgotten to be forgave
i’m pruning in a past that sex had driven
swimming in the wake of a boyish wave

iii
to her own thoughts she’s become a slave
trying to save me the watery grave
i was dipping my feet, but got carried away
further and further from the way that we’d pave

i was dipping my feet, but now she’s splashing my face
hoping one can wake from a boyish wave
i was sipping my last drink now she’s splashing my face
hoping who she’ll wake is worth while to save

what should be a given to be forgiven
just should be forgotten to be forgave
she’s pruning in a past that sex had driven
trying to save me the watery grave

a.m. labors – 3/25/14

3/25/14 8:05am – 3/31/14 8:23pm

a.m. labors
(loud bed)

i had a feeling
we’d be loud in bed
but i guess i thought
it’d be us instead

i am losing her
to noises in head
i am still with her
but she’s there instead

nothing’s keeping us
from her’s and mine
nothing’s too distracting
we will be fine

i can not help but
feel for the neighbors
who this bed tells of
our a.m. labors

i tried to give some
but there’s no way her’s
could have been got from
our a.m. labors

nothing’s keeping us
it’s her’s then mine
nothing’s too distracting
we will be fine

feeling only – 3/24/14

3/24/14 3:10pm – 3/31/14 6:55pm
(6/21/14 1:52pm)

feeling only

she’s interested in killing lonely
me i am glad to be feeling only
she’s looking for someone’s company
me i’m alone in the so many

i’m not thinking i am feeling only
she she’s sinking beneath spilling lonely

i was thinking i’ve never known me
to be the kind who are why they stone me
i was thinking but i had to stop
before all of it spilled from my top

i’m not thinking i am feeling only
she she’s sinking beneath spilling lonely
me i’ve been had i am feeling phony
surprise surprise mind’s dam’s spilling lonely

losing lunch over dinner – 3/18/14

3/18/14 6:19pm – 3/28/14 8:56pm

losing lunch over dinner
(anything to get out of dinner)

spare me the details
at the very least
of your other male’s
load that’s been decreased

but you can’t put back
what you have released
and i’m losing my lunch
since neither can he

losing lunch over dinner
because of what he left in her
losing lunch over dinner
because of what she knows in her

what you’re getting off
put back on your chest
was too much too soon
with food to digest

i can feel the meal
sliding up my neck
if i’m losing my lunch
you’re picking up the check

losing lunch over dinner
because of what he left in her
losing lunch over dinner
because of what she grows in

golden opportunity – 3/5/14

3/5/14 5:33pm – 3/6/14 2:11am

golden opportunity
(what’s coming is me to terms)

i am not the golden opportunity
that i thought i was
and nothing’s felt quite like
this scraped libido does

it’s never felt more like
a tail between my legs
and oh how low it drags
while my other end pleads and begs

the death of smooth came long before you
but up until now even i never knew
nor that all along it was leading to
this one opening for me to view