12/2/12 2:02pm – 4/16/13 12:04pm
the last time (?)
this story isn’t going to get itself straight
and until it is everything will have to wait
gluing my lids shut is as far as i’ll plan
and not watch as i become a religious man
i’m playing dead for my life
until the sun creeps in
i’m playing dumb if the light
doesn’t come before then
i am only sorry that i almost got caught
and it scares me to think what’ll happen if not
the last time was going to be the last time
and so on and so forth could all stop on a dime