temporarily give up – 7/10/13

7/10/13 1:20pm – 7/10/13 3:09pm

temporarily give up
(where to next?)

my life is broken into years, those years are broken into days, and those days
are broken into shards i look forward to on that daily basis.
aside from days vacationing. car accidents, or any typical un-typical break from
the norm i look to pretty basic activities to glide me through my day.
smoking. masturbation. eating badly, & drinking all work in their own ways to bring
me closer to the next day with a shit eating grin on my face.
lately though i’ve found the life they use up is worth more than the simple joy they each bring.
for the most part i’m still taking part in most all of them. but now it saddens me to do so.
and without the ones i have managed to temporarily give up i’m sadly sent searching to
be steered throughout my day.
if the goal was to make for the longest year i have succeeded in doing so.
living longer in more ways than one.