dinner getting colder – 9/25/13

9/25/13 8:32pm – 9/25/13 9:04pm

dinner getting colder
(until then salivating)

here’s what i think:
and correct me if i’m wrong.
i think that you are bored.
i think that you think i am here to entertain you.
but here’s what i know:
i know that you bore me and
that this conversation is over..
..with myself..sitting here alone..so that
i may finally eat this dinner getting colder.

but in the future when I meet you,
you deserving of my too thought out rehearsed response,
you will sit there and take it as you watch me stumble over those words.
as i try to get them out just as they were written here in one piece
after i’m caught off guard in my anticipation of you.
until then salivating.